“shakes – give all your secrets away
shakes – give us your soul today
shakes – give it all away”
[Tones On Tail – Performance]
It seems to be working.
My hands – well, mainly my right hand – has a tremor today. I’m twitchy. But you know what? I’ve been unerringly… perky. I don’t feel unnaturally happy or high, I just feel… good. Better. Something more positive. I caught myself today hoping that this feeling lasts. Is this what it feels like to be normal-feeling, as much as that term means?
No nausea today. [thank the gods for small favours.] It’s hard to know when I’m hungry – I don’t seem to be getting the right signals for that. I’ll finally eat and realize that I’ve probably been in need of food for a while. I think I’m talking more. I’m definitely feeling less inhibited, like I used to be, or how I saw myself, at least.
Thank you, everyone who has left me comments, for your support! You make me feel brave and strong.