“shakes - give all your secrets away
shakes - give us your soul today
shakes - give it all away”

[Tones On Tail - Performance]

It seems to be working.

My hands - well, mainly my right hand - has a tremor today. I’m twitchy. But you know what? I’ve been unerringly… perky. I don’t feel unnaturally happy or high, I just feel… good. Better. Something more positive. I caught myself today hoping that this feeling lasts. Is this what it feels like to be normal-feeling, as much as that term means?

No nausea today. [thank the gods for small favours.] It’s hard to know when I’m hungry - I don’t seem to be getting the right signals for that. I’ll finally eat and realize that I’ve probably been in need of food for a while.  I think I’m talking more. I’m definitely feeling less inhibited, like I used to be, or how I saw myself, at least.

Thank you, everyone who has left me comments, for your support! You make me feel brave and strong.