The eyes wide-open, no more scared of anything

lyrics from Corpus Delicti [twilight]

It’s one of those nights again. The urge comes over me, pulls from inside the muscles and bones and nerves of me, begging me to smash myself into something just so I can feel anything other than this, an ache that resonates and pulses and compels me to do anything to Make. It. Stop. Now.

I do my best to ignore the feeling, and I do not give in to the compulsion to stop the signals by any means that I can. This is a difficult task, but giving in would mean the end of me, and that, I could not bear.

I write, as openly as possible, about my experiences with life, love, creativity, depression and not-depression. I share opinions. I promote compassion and change. I talk about music. I also write poetry and short stories. I like to share them here.

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