lyrics from Corpus Delicti [twilight]
It’s one of those nights again. The urge comes over me, pulls from inside the muscles and bones and nerves of me, begging me to smash myself into something just so I can feel anything other than this, an ache that resonates and pulses and compels me to do anything to Make. It. Stop. Now.
I do my best to ignore the feeling, and I do not give in to the compulsion to stop the signals by any means that I can. This is a difficult task, but giving in would mean the end of me, and that, I could not bear.
4 responses so far ↓
1 jbradley // Sep 10, 2008 at 7:23 am
I am very pleased to read about your strength and drive to continue moving forward & not give in. You are a very strong woman & I really admire you sharing your feelings here, your strength is encouraging!
2 MonkeySis // Sep 10, 2008 at 9:32 am
I felt it last night, too. First time in a long time.
3 Christian // Sep 11, 2008 at 11:45 am
Wow, sorry to hear you still suffer. Strength to you, fight the good fight.
4 redzshadow // Sep 12, 2008 at 4:54 pm
*HUGS*
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