Under the veneer of my sometimes cheery, sometimes melancholy image, there lies anger.
I don’t talk about it much. Hell, most of the time, I don’t really feel it – even though I know that it seethes in there, shut behind mental doors of steel-like fortitude. But it IS there, and I need to acknowledge that [...]

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Things I should know by now:
I don’t have a good track record with exercises that require me to do something every day. I was amazed by how well I did with The Artist’s Way Morning Pages, but the 365 Photos project… fail. Big ol’ FAIL. Poop.
More sleep = more energy. Now if you’ve known me [...]

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One thing that the Wellbutrin seems to have done is take away my ability to cry. It’s actually really frustrating, because the FEELING is still there, I just have no mechanism for letting it out. I can even feel the emotional welling that would signal the usual burning feeling I get before the tears flow… [...]

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Lyrics from Split Enz [poor boy]
In much more pleasant posts…
Several updates are needed to be made! The Wellbutrin seems to be doing its job in keeping me level and energized. I haven’t done much talking to my therapist about the things that won’t keep swirling through my mind, but that will come with time. [...]

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It’s my life, don’t you forget… *
It was a day out. [A day in!] Rob and I decided that we needed an adventure, so we wandered to NoDa and wandered around for a while… we had a quick and light meal at Cabo’s Fish Tacos [they have lots of other stuff too, and a [...]

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