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“Don’t you see the Woman who believed”

July 5th, 2008 · 1 Comment

“Don’t you remember the
Night that spun
Wild ’round her body
Does her loss not
Make you feel so full
Of sleepless grace - liar!
If my face I could
Turn from you I would
To make me suffer the
Fate of a sinner
A heart with no passion”
Mors Syphilitica [The Woman Who Believed ]
Still haven’t broken my reading deprivation. I won’t say that it’s [...]

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“When the light is mine, I felt gravity pull”

June 28th, 2008 · 2 Comments

“Somewhere near the end it said
”You can’t do this”, I said ”I can too”
Shift sway rivers shift, oceans fall and mountains drift
It’s a Man Ray kind of sky
Let me show you what I can do with it

Step up, step up, step up the sky is open-armed
When the light is mine, I felt gravity pull onto [...]

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“Gasping - but somehow still alive - This is the fierce last stand of all I am”

June 27th, 2008 · 3 Comments

Lyrics tonight courtesy of The Smiths [well I wonder]
I’ve been going through a tough patch this week - my depression’s been on a tear, as much as depression can get rowdy, I suppose… enough to make me consider upping my Cymbalta dose a couple of times, though I’ve rejected the possibility each time. Honestly, the [...]

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the artist’s way - i plant the seeds - June 23, 2008

June 23rd, 2008 · 3 Comments

Welcome to the June 23, 2008 edition of the artist’s way - i plant the seeds.

miscellaneaarts presents Recovering a sense of identity (Week 2 of The Artist’s Way) posted at file under “Miscellanea”.

magickalrealism presents 20 Things I Like to Do: [...]

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Ten tiny changes! Ten!

June 23rd, 2008 · 1 Comment

I would like to go for a walk three times a week.
I would like to take more photos.
I would like to dance more.
I would like to bring more beautiful things into my home.
I would like to talk to my Mom more often.
I would like to dress prettier sometimes.
I would like to cuddle more with my [...]

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Don’t walk away.

June 22nd, 2008 · 5 Comments

“Walk in silence,
Don’t walk away, in silence.
See the danger,
Always danger,
Endless talking,
Life rebuilding,
Don’t walk away.
Walk in silence,
Don’t turn away, in silence.
Your confusion,
My illusion,
Worn like a mask of self-hate,
Confronts and then dies.
Don’t walk away.”
Joy Division [atmosphere]
The Artist’s Way work is guaranteed to bring all sorts of revelations and breakthroughs, but often you have to travel through the [...]

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I plant the seeds: week two

June 16th, 2008 · No Comments

This is Week Two: Recovering A Sense of Identity. We will start forming, defining, and learning to support our self-identity, from Monday June 16th to Sunday June 23rd 2008.
Tasks:
* daily morning pages [non-negotiable]
* artist’s date [non-negotiable]
* Read the Basic Principles every day, and check in with yourself for attitude shifts.
* Identify where your time goes, [...]

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I plant the seeds: week one

June 6th, 2008 · 2 Comments

This is Week One: Recovering A Sense of Safety. We will work with changing negative beliefs into positive affirmations, from Monday June 9th to Sunday June 15th 2008.
Tasks:
* daily morning pages [non-negotiable]
* artist’s date [non-negotiable]
* list three old enemies of your self-worth. [why?]
* select and write out one story from your history with these enemies.
* [...]

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