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make yourself up once again kick out in a style

September 12th, 2009 · 8 Comments

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I was supposed to catch y’all up on my status, arg.
This is what happens to me even with the best of intentions – I get sidetracked so easily. This time… well, wait, I’ll tell you the story. It’s a good one. First though, the therapist visit!
I’d scoped out the therapist’s office ahead of [...]

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“They don’t realise you hide your sadness beneath a painted smile”

August 14th, 2009 · 6 Comments

lyric from In The Wake Of Adversity, Dead Can Dance
How does one find a therapist? That’s my question of late, since I’ve never had need of one. I’m going to see Dr. Naz in the morning, and I’ll be asking her, but really… I’m at a loss. Obviously something more needs to be done, because [...]

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be like water

September 28th, 2008 · No Comments

lyrics today from Sarah Fimm [be like water]

If everything is just the way it should be
Why am I why am I still hungry
Be like Water
Don’t be shy, don’t shut your eyes
Don’t get high
Expand your Mind.
Don’t keep in touch, don’t touch yourself
Don’t ever want to be somebody else.
When everything is bad as it can be
Never be [...]

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Tags: i plant the seeds cluster · self-exploration

here in the dark watching the screen

August 12th, 2008 · 2 Comments

lyrics from Freur [doot-doot]
What motivates you?
I’m asking you, and I’m asking me. As for me, I don’t really know the answer to that right now, and it is a troublesome thing. I am not asking for you to answer *for* me – too much of that has gone on in my life. But I can [...]

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Tags: depression treatment · self-exploration

My night is colored headache grey – Daysleeper

August 9th, 2008 · No Comments

Lyrics today from REM [daysleeper]
Trying to get one’s life back in order can be tough, I swear. Up and down, ’round and ’round, but the work’s worth it, because I’m worth it, dammit.
One thing that’s helping is that the Artist’s Way Creative Cluster has decided to play a little catch-up with our Work, since big [...]

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When you walk down the street of dreams you gotta hold your head up high

August 5th, 2008 · 4 Comments

lyrics tonight from The Damned [Street of Dreams]
Life’s a funny thing. Try to get something done, and obstacles often arise. And then, even while these obstacles show themselves, there will be messages from the Universe to keep on with the work – even if it is just *thinking* about your path.
In clearer terms, I’ve been [...]

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they turn their faces and they hide their eyes

April 21st, 2008 · 2 Comments

“they don’t want to understand, they tell you love is a lie
There’s a man on the corner, screaming at the street
“Don’t let it get you..”
who are these people
every one of them green
all acting like they’re friend of mine
they haven’t got a reason, man
they got no rhyme
I don’t want to stay here
this is wasting my time
she’s [...]

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Tags: depression treatment · self-exploration · writing