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“Gasping – but somehow still alive – This is the fierce last stand of all I am”

June 27th, 2008 · 3 Comments

Lyrics tonight courtesy of The Smiths [well I wonder]
I’ve been going through a tough patch this week – my depression’s been on a tear, as much as depression can get rowdy, I suppose… enough to make me consider upping my Cymbalta dose a couple of times, though I’ve rejected the possibility each time. Honestly, the [...]

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And would you carry the torch for me?

March 8th, 2008 · 2 Comments

“ And now the torch
And shadows lead
Were it not so black and not so hard to see
How can it help you when you don’t know what you need
How can anybody set you free?”
[Sisters of Mercy, Torch]
You know what hurts the most about leaving something/someone you loved behind? When you are forgotten in return.
I left, but [...]

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